Today was unusual as I woke up in bed and couldn’t move at all it was like I could see and hear but couldn’t move my body in any way. It was really quite frightening. After a while I was gradually able to move a little more which was such a relief but for a while I was definateley quite frightened. Ditty was at the bottom of the stairs as jay had got up first to make a coffee . Bless ditty always has a wiggle bottom when greeting us in the morning . I have become a bit of a gamer at 49 years old ,we have PS4 and I have played fortnite it has truly been Addictive fun. I now understand those poor parents that can't get there kids of the game it is totally addictive :-) lol. The idea if anyone that doesn't know is there are 100 hundred players and you have to be the last one to survive. Wherever you may choose on the map you pick up materials and weapons. In the game you will get missions to cover and you get points xp ect. You win skins which is different people in different outfits. You have legendary, rare uncommon ect
What we looked like 2 years ago Post -Cancer Blues The one thing i wasn't prepared for was Post Cancer Blues !!! I really thought i dealt with the whole situation very well i hardly cried throughout the cancer progress and chemotherapy . Then the brick wall came with full force when all of my treatments stopped . I cannot tell you how many times i cried in a day because it was so many times .I wasn't prepared to have a complete melt down. Please prepare yourself for the possible onslaught of this . I thought i would be absolutely fine and ready to up and go again . I was so far from the absolute truth . I thought in my mind that i would feel relief but in honesty i think i was struggling knowing what i had just been through . I felt lucky to still be alive but i couldn't get into doing anything i may of done before . i struggled picking up the phone , writing letters , functioning at good pace. every day was a fight with myself . I felt vul...
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